Wednesday, October 30, 2013

Kill me first



Kill me first…I heard it again and again. I couldn’t make out where it was coming from, But I knew what it wanted. Kill me first... Over and over in my head I cued hear it. I couldn’t take it anymore and shot out of bed. My eyes open wide from the night mare I had. I cued still feel the cold sweat sliding down my face and back. Taking a deep breath I looked around my room to see everything was in place. I crawled out of bed and in to the shower to clear my head even further. The voice still ringing in my ears, Kill me first… First what do you mean first? Would you want me to kill others too? The water that ran down my body was like haven. It washed all of my pain and worry’s away.

I got out of the shower and reached for my school idea after getting dressed, but then I remembered it was the first day of summer. I didn’t have to do anything. I smiled as I grabbed my phone instead and went to the kitchen. Browsing through the fridge and finding nothing I closed the door. As I did so behind me I heard a loud noise and spun around. There on the ground were three glass cups. I sighed giving my remarks to gravity. Cleaning the glasses was easy, or so I thought. I accidently stepped on what I thought was one peace of glass, but it ended up being three. They were small and hard to get out of my foot but I did so. It was as if all three glasses wanted revenge on me for switching dish soap.

I went to the living room and sat down as I looked at my phone to see if there were any massages from my mom or dad. They were away on there anniversary weekend together. My mom made shire I had everything I needed to survive three years in to the apocalypse last night as she was being pushed out the door. I shook my head as I heard another noise coming from the hall. A gasp of air left my lips as I looked down the hall and saw the three bedroom doors slung up. I was scared to go down the hall but curiosity got the best of me. As I approached the guest bedroom I noticed the sheets on the bed were all over the ground. Freaked out I grabbed the door knob and closed the door. I than went to my room were three of my posters were ripped to shreds and spread all over the ground. Again I closed the door. I was scared to see what would be in my parent’s room as I walked down the hall. My heart was in my thrght as I approached the door. I looked in to see the sheets torn and all over the room. My mom’s mirror was broken and my dad’s dresser had all of the drores opened. Then on the ceiling and walls were scratches, all with three fingers. I slammed the door and ran to the living room.

I was relaxed on the couch. When I felt the need to sleep. I didn’t want to at a time like this, but I cudnt help it. I feel asleep. Soon my chest began to hurt as the voice came back…Kill me first…Do it now! The pain on my chest became over welming and I forced myself to wake up. With a sigh of relief I placed my hand on my chest, but something didn’t feel right. It was warm and sticky. I looked at my hand to see if something was on it, and something was. Blood covered my hand and chest. I yelled wondering what happened as I ran to my room. In my bathroom I cued see how big the wound really was. It stretched all the way from my right shoulder to under my left breast.

 The pain was almost overwhelming as it began to sting from me trying to clean it. At this point it stopped bleeding and was cleaning it really well. I leaned closer to the mirror to look at the wound better. There I was three claw marks. Right in a row. I almost stopped breathing as from the hall I cued hear a voice. At first I couldn’t tell what it was saying but it got closer and closer to my room. I cued tell it was right behind the door and I cued hear it now. Kill me first… Kill me first…please Kill me first. I was scared out of my mind at this point and didn’t know what to do. I wanted to call the police but my phone was in the living room. I hoped that if it wanted me to kill it that it wouldn’t kill me. I made my way to my door and opened it with the little will I had left. Ready to face whatever was haunting me, but there was nothing there. I walked down the hall not wanting to look back. If I cued gust make it to my cell phone maybe I cued be safe. Even for a little bit. KILL ME FIRST!!! I heard the rawer of its voice right behind me as I turned around and saw a demean like man standing in the hall. I didn’t have much time to look at him or it was it charged me in the hall. I did what I cued and side stepped out of the way. I didn’t know what that thing was but I did what first came to my mind. I grabbed the cross that was hanging on the wall and when it charged me again I stabbed it right in the chest.

It feel to the flood almost howling in pain. I looked closer at it when it stopped moving and looked to be dead. I looked at the hands and there were only three fingers. The ring and pinkeye look as if they were cut off. I looked at the thing laying on the ground and realized it really was dead. I killed it, and I liked it.

My last Halloween



 
 
On Halloween night, while trick-or-treating we passed the cemetery. Suddenly we all felt a cold and spooky wind...

Many of my friends shivered from the wind but I didn’t I always liked the cold. Even though I cued still fell something wasn’t right. We ignored it though and went on to enter the cemetery. We told our parents we would be trick or treating with some kids down the street, but instead we all piled in my car for some good Halloween fun. This night would go down in history as the night we died. We just didn’t know it yet…

We walked around for an hour trying to find the oldest head stone. All five of use sat down in front of it not knowing what ells to do. That’s when Melinda pulled a bottle of wine out of her bag. Taking a big gulp she passed the bottle to me. I didn’t hesitate to take a swig. I didn’t care if I was the driver, I’ve driven drunk before. The “party” was getting really excited when Isabel had to use the bathroom. She ran in to the woods, as we kept drink Melinda’s stash of wine.

The cold wind kept blowing at this point not showing any sign of stopping. I heard my name being called somewhere off in the distance. I couldn’t tell were from until someone hit my shoulder with the bottle of wine. My friends asked me what was wrong but I said nothing and went to drink from the bottle, but before it even touched my lips something flew out and hit it knocking it out of my hands and shattering the bottle when it hit the ground. I yelled at my friend thinking she did it, but her face was pail. I looked from one to another trying to ask all of them why they weren’t talking to me. I got no reply.

 I stopped leaning on the old tome stone to touch Melinda’s face. That’s when I heard a scram come from the woods were Isabel Had ran in to the woods. My head spun to look at where the scram had come from I looked back to see if my friends would respond or not but they were just sitting there drinking from the bottle still like nothing had happened. I yelled at them all saying we had to go help her she just screamed!

Out from the woods walked Isabel without any scratches on her. By this time my friends all decided it was time to take the bottle from me thinking I had too much to drink. Once Isabel reached the circle with her friends, I asked if she was alright. With a giggle in her voice she said that using leafs wasn’t as fun as people make it out to be. This time I grabbed the bottle from them saying I was fine. I leaned my head back and took a big swig. When I lifted my head back up my friends were gone. I panicked not hearing any footsteps or when saying they were going somewhere. Then on the ground spelled out in sticks rocks and leaves was “You heard right.” My heart jumped out of me and ran away. I quickly got to my feet and started to run. Only to pass out and hit the ground when something hit my head.

I opened my eyes a little afraid to see what I would see. It was still light out and my friends were all back by the tome stone. I cued hear them calling my name, I wanted to call back but my body wouldn’t listen to me. It was as if I was dead. Finely it hit me; I was standing up when I opened my eyes! My head turned slowly to were my cold corps still laid on the ground. I screamed with all of my might wanting this to be over. Looking again at myself I cued now see what had hit me. It was a knife that had stabbed my spinal cord perfectly. I got closer to it hoping it was just a prank someone was doing on me. I leaned closer to the knife and there it said “1913 the dead can kill”. I jumped back reading that last line.

Soon my friends found were my body laid. As they got closer I looked again at my body to see that this time the knife was gone, and next to my body was a woman. She was holding the knife and wearing a really old dress. It was a dark red color and her hair was messy like she had been out here for days. She walked over to my friends, and one by one she stabbed them in the back of the head. They couldn’t see what was going on, all they know was that something was killing them off. I ran over to her trying to stop her but she kept throwing me to the ground and said “I have been here for 20 years, waiting for this day. Now it’s your job. In 20 years you too must kill a group of people. I’ll give you the hint the spirit before me said, when your dress turns red, know where your knife is.” With that, before I cued even ask what was going on, she dropped the knife by my feet and disappeared. I looked from my body to my friends, back and forth hoping something would happen. Nothing did. I let my anger spill out and let out a powerful scram.

Friday, October 25, 2013

listen and write


 
What I saw when listening to perfect circle

There’s a man driving down an iced road. He’s all alone in his old beat up truck. He’s not happy at all. He finely gets home. It’s a dirt drive way with a large white and blue farm house, with a large front porch. He walks the stars to see his wife. Yet she doesn’t get up to greet him or even turn her head. He repeats this for months. Till one day he comes home early to find her with another man. The man so was cheating with leaves after calming he had no idea. The man walks up the stars and starts to pack a bag as the wife follows saying she was sorry and didn’t mean it. After packing a bag he goes back down stars and starts to walk out the door. The girl reached for his arm but he moved out of the way so she wouldn’t touch him. He goes to his truck and drives off without any snow or frowns.

Thursday, October 24, 2013

My song from there’s

Lyrics are from the songs-
Royals by Lorde
Safe and Sound by Capital Cities
Wrecking Ball by Miley Cyrus

 
 

 

We Kissed, I fell under your spell

I never hit so hard in love

I Can't live a lie, running for my life

I will always want you

Even if we're six feet underground

I could lift you up

I could show you my love

We jumped, never asking why

I cute my teeth on wedding rings

Dont you ever say i just walked away

and now, we're ashes on the ground

Music and Writing




2-Royal by lored has to be my favorite song right now. Just the line “I’m in love with being queen” is exactly how I feel. I love being in control and having attention on me all of the time.

3- My taste for music has changed a lot lately. I use to like low beet music that was sadder and now I’m likening more of a fast beat.

4- I’m not really picky on the music, it’s only the ones that make my ears hurt or want to bleed (jb)

5- It’s really funny because my friends are the ones that show me the types of music making me also like it because we have similar taste.

9- When I went to Kansas City with my mom. Oh my gosh we had such a great time drinking star bucks and rocking out to some good old country!

Music to me



What music or songs remind me of my childhood?

-Miss Jansen ‘Queen, and electric light orchestra”

-Me “Anything Disney”

 

Who if your favorite singer or group or song and why?

-Miss Jansen “Croc Smith, so I can get my groove on”

-Me “Skillet, It reminds me of my brother!”

 

What music reminds you of someone you love?

-Miss Jansen “Journey”

-Me “Any christen Pop”

 

Do you go to concerts? Witch concerts are memorable to you? Why?

-Miss Jansen “Yes Elvis when I was 7 and knees heart”

-Me “No but I’m planning on going to one this summer”

 

Which music or artist do you really dislike or refuse to listen to?

-Miss Dune “Miley Cyrus and kasha”

-Me “Miley Cyrus and Justin Bieber”

Thursday, October 17, 2013

6 words




 
 
Just moved out of the hospital.
 
 
 
 
Open your eyes to see sunlight.
 
 
 
 
I’ll always remember my loved ones.
 
 
 
My storybook to tell not read.
 
 
 
 
My wings will spread one day.